Mm. Yes, I wanted to help people. To help them be the very best they could be. Allowing people to see in themselves what I saw. And this was the best method that allowed me to not get to know any of them.
[He keeps just focusing on carving chunks off of his floor.]
I don't have to talk to anyone, or learn anything about them, or even make eye contact. I can't screw up by saying the wrong thing or guessing incorrectly or missing a cue. I just do a routine from a safe distance away, and skip straight past the convoluted rules making up social interaction.
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[He keeps just focusing on carving chunks off of his floor.]
I don't have to talk to anyone, or learn anything about them, or even make eye contact. I can't screw up by saying the wrong thing or guessing incorrectly or missing a cue. I just do a routine from a safe distance away, and skip straight past the convoluted rules making up social interaction.